A Bittersweet Heart

Alarm rang at 12:00 AM I woke up and saw myself in the mirror curiously. For my disappointment, I don’t see any difference at all. I look the same as ever. Why does everyone make a big deal when they turn 18 then? I don’t get the hype. Tears started flowing like there was someContinue reading “A Bittersweet Heart”

Existential Dread, Annihilation Of The Self.

“Existential dread is a state in which in individual questions existence, meaning, purpose and almost everything about life in a cynical way.” This is a random post I read scrolling through Facebook. I was confused on why would this happen. Why would people get crisis on existing? Soon the confusion turned into curiosity and IContinue reading “Existential Dread, Annihilation Of The Self.”

Honest Love Recital Of My Heart!

In a world full of fake people using others, I prefer people who are truthful and show honest love. It was a tiresome Friday and I finished my work.  The weekend is kicking in, not that I have some excitement, but I need not work these two days. You guessed it exactly right! I haveContinue reading “Honest Love Recital Of My Heart!”

Story Not For The Light-Hearted, The Reality.

” I did it! I finally did it! Everyone thought this is some fairy tale story! But I did it! I cannot believe I did this! I’m going to call my friend and tell him this. He might not believe me, but this is crazy! I just can’t believe it! Hey Harris! Mark here, IContinue reading “Story Not For The Light-Hearted, The Reality.”

My Home Sweet Home, this is where I belong

Walk to my home We travel a lot of places, we do a lot of things, but at the end of the day, our body demands to go back home. Now what home is may vary with people. A home is not literally a shelter, but a place or a person you feel that youContinue reading “My Home Sweet Home, this is where I belong”

Love Is In The Air, But I don’t want To Feel It.

It is the early 1900’s in Paris, the city of love. It was the spring season when the city of love has a natural romantic ambience. I was painting a beautiful canvas behind a lovely water fountain. Every time the breeze flows by the water and touches my face, I feel alive. That day theContinue reading “Love Is In The Air, But I don’t want To Feel It.”

Bottom Line Is I Prefer Not To Exist.

In the imaginary race with time, I barely think about what is happening to me. If I stress I even don’t know what I’m feeling. But there some sort of disturbance or sadness that is always pumping from the bottom of my heart. I work at a graveyard shift for a private company. My jobContinue reading “Bottom Line Is I Prefer Not To Exist.”

Night Life, Expression Of Countless Tears.

When the time passes towards the night,It is time to set everything straight.It is time to log in and work,Time to put on a fake smirk. I have to speak to clients on the phone.Treating their problems as my own.It feels like the night is pulling me to oblivion,Sometimes it all feels like an illusion.Continue reading “Night Life, Expression Of Countless Tears.”

Efficacy In Existence, A True Endeavour.

On a Saturday evening, I completed my work and scrolling through my social media. Liking memes and just passing the time. A rare moment where the efficacy of my sadness it not taking over. After some time, there was a chime on the phone.  It is my friend Charvi. She is one of the goodContinue reading “Efficacy In Existence, A True Endeavour.”